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Wednesday, 03 December 2008

  • Angel

    Don’t cry little baby, mama is here
    You are safe in my arms child, have no fear
    Goodnight little angel, sleep through the night
    Mama is here to make everything right
    Little stars twinkle and shooting stars leap
    As you lay quiet in your slumber deep
    Dream on little angel so soft and sweet
    ‘Til the sun rises and little birds tweet
    You will wake up with a smile on your face
    Knowing that Mama is with you always

    for my Elise, darling you are loved…

    Rome, forever remembered

    © liannegelic/111308

Saturday, 08 November 2008

  • Favorite Regret

    This one was written on the 29th of January last year. A poem dedicated to the men whom I have loved and loved me back even when they knew that they were number 2 and that my one love could never be replaced, also to the reflection I see in the mirror because once upon a time she was the other woman too, and to all those who have loved and lost and yet wish they could go back.

     

    Favorite Regret

    You’re my favorite regret, my sweetest mistake
    The most wonderful disaster I’ll ever make
    A forbidden romance I will never forget
    You will forever be my favorite regret

    You are to me a dream that will never come true
    An unsolved mystery that does not have a clue
    A painful reality I must accept
    Someone I cannot have, my favorite regret

    So here I am, softly whispering to myself
    I’m putting your memories on that high up shelf
    Somewhere I can view and admire you from afar
    Because you’re not mine, I cannot be where you are

     

    © liannegarcia 2007,2008

Tuesday, 28 October 2008

  • You & Me

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    “All hope is gone and since you’re never gonna change. I’ll erase your taste and let you go, slowly. Suddenly I wasn’t enough. Your lust disguised as love.” –Guillotine, Urbandub

    There we were talking over beer and cigarettes. Sharing a set of earphones between the two of us and singing our lungs out not giving a damn.

    Sometimes some things never change even after you wait for it to do so forever. I really can’t say that we don’t love each other, and I will never say that we never did. We do. But sometimes, some things just don’t change. I’ve been waiting forever. Hoping that one day things will turn up and we’ll never have to go through the same old bullshit again. And yet here we are, fighting over the same things.

    “Everyday, it’s the same old thing with you. We’ve bruised up, we fight, then we make up. This shit is tiring. We’re out of line. Is this ever gonna stop? When will it ever be enough?” –Fallen on Deaf Ears, Urbandub

    And I know you’re tired too. Even though none of us wants to let go. You whispered the song in my ear and I just closed my eyes and knew. Yes love, I understand. Sometimes the thing that will do us most good is the one that hurts the most.

    Lianne

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Sunday, 12 October 2008

  • Forget About Me

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    “Why don't you love me the way I loved you? It feels so crazy ‘cause I dunno what I did to you. If you're gonna hurt me then do it quickly. ‘Cause I'm tired of crying, if you don't wanna stick around then, baby forget about me…” – Forget About Me by Little Bit

     

    I find truth in the song. *sigh* It’s a song that rings true for me, at the moment and for the past year. There’s this part of me that wishes that he would just forget about me, and another part that wishes he won’t. That’s the part that wishes he thinks about me as much as I think about him [reference to Casey’s post]. It’s the part that hurts everytime he says he doesn’t love me back. [fool, I know…] It’s the part that believes him everytime he tells me that we’re gonna start brand new. It’s that part that hurts me, and the part that I wish would go away. Listen to the song and you’ll get what I mean. *sigh*

     


     

    Lianne

Friday, 10 October 2008

  • One Step Forward, Two Steps Back

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    “The first step towards getting somewhere is to decide that you are not going to stay where you are.”

    -Dora the Explorer

     

    I dislike Dora the Explorer. I guess it started when my daughter got addicted to watching Dora’s TV show…I got sick of it. Hahaha …but this quote rings true for me. The first step is always the hardest step. Once you’re able to take it, you’re good to go. I remember me taking the sisiw steps I needed to begin the process of letting go of my childhood a while back. *sigh* doesn’t everyone wish they were fourteen all over again? Things were so much easier back then. And right now, I’m keeping my fingers crossed that I can gain enough strength to take that small step forward and towards my goal. So that I can start walking towards my destination.

     

     

    Lianne

     

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